30 November 2006
Wanna say thx*2 to Kelly cuz I was so surprised to receive her sms last night. Think she kinda worried for me as well, so touched. =D Hm, hope we can meet out for lunch, dinner, gym, swim, movie, and shopping soon eh?
I think after today I'd be extremely broke. Cuz there's a birthday celebration later gonna spent a lot in games and food. Not sure if I wanna buy that addidas bermudas at vivo or not. Well, it depends on whether my pay already been credited.
After today must really starts revising my auditing, no more time to slack. =)
-bad sore throat ='(
This afternoon changed the meeting time to 2.30pm cuz they eating their lunch at JP. After that, baby bought me drink don't wanna take my money :( Took bus 30 to meet Joan and head to sentosa! It has been ages since I last went there. Took the blue line to silosa and played the luge and sky ride. It was so fun that we decided to ride another time and we realised that if we buy the ticket together, is cheaper by 1bucks cum another extra ride for luge and sky ride. Sobbiex. The sky ride pretty scary so they were busying taking pix. Hahax. On our way back home, the free shuttle bus is so damn pack till I've no where to hold on to. So held baby and min shirt. Reach the habourfront interchange took bus 188 to clementi and change bus at clementi back home. I think I kinda of suay, cuz reached the bus stop it was raining cats and dogs and so I ran. Half way, my slipper slipped out and I decided not to take not knowing why. Reached my sis void deck I took off another slipper and bare foot ran back home. Half way I fell down, stood up again and continue run. The reason of running back home is to help my dad pay his bills using AXS machine. I told him that I wanna go celebrate friends birthday and he added on with his nagging. He's the one who raised his voice first yet he shouted at me not to raise my voice. FUCK! Spoilt my mood, idiotic.
Went to JP and get baby favourite cake headed to PH to meet them up. Think she's not surprised that I re-appear again, no fun. Haa. Think they order a lot till I ate one slice of pizza already burp burp burp non-stop lers. Haa, too full though one whole day only ate that big piece of pizza w half slice of cake. JP PH improved their service, cuz they dim the entire restaurant lights and played a birthday song to baby. Even the manage took out a camera to take pix for us to give baby an unforgettable memory. Think she's really touched but too shy that she remarked "so pai sey". Hees, took pix of her... think posting up tomorrow evening cuz now very tired and unwell, wanna sleep.
-I want my voice back!
I hope I'll luv myself more
08:38
28 November 2006
I think I was too exhausted that I turn in pretty early last night. Haa... and just woke up and realised that my hp batt spoilt, humphf. Charge the whole night away and is only 2levels of batt I got. Idiotic...
I wanna work, I hope the upcoming holiday I can find some night shift factory job cuz I can earn higher pay. Is like working for one night earning two days of my current pay. Hope* If not, then I'll continue to work this promoter job until near end module exam bahs. By then should 've some saving for a new hp. Still 've the voucher, hees.
I finally understood why some kakis of mine don't really like A***** cuz some how the way she talk is too straight forward that it really hurts though she don't mean it. Anyway, every Tuesday we're having pinic at our own work station. Today there's wanton prepared by Alicia. Mos burger fries and nuggets from Siew Tin and Mr Bean soy milk from Mic and YY. Anyway, is sad to hear that JJ flunk her paper. But one thing fortunate is that, they can retake their paper. So hope she can do well bahs. Hais...
I fucking hate my father, he needs me to do something yet don't wanna talk to me nicely. Fuck lah. Not that I didn't help him lor, today I go down the bank... then tell the person then the person ask me must fill up the form. Then I know is not what my dad want. So I tell him tomorrow then help him do. Then he starts nagging and nagging. CCB. Fuck, better die arh this kind of people.
I hope I'll luv myself more
10:03
27 November 2006
JJ was burning mid night oil mugging hard for today's account paper. Though she didn't manage to tally, but I believe that hard work paid off. I'm sure she's able to secure at least 65-70 since the part B of the question was meant to kill all the As. (we've never ever get a revision question like the one shown in part B). Anyway below are my mistakes:
1) Debenture redempted was 25000 instead of 2500
2) Discovered that trade creditors and accured expenses were left out of cash flow
3) Final dividend paid was left out in PLA
Luckily I discovered all the mistakes and I managed to tally. Hees... hard work paid off. As for part B I hope I did it correctly. Now time mugging for Auditing. Is a piece of cake cuz all you've to do is to memories, more over... all chapters are repeating almost the same things.
Anyway, congrat to second brother for getting his bike license. Hmm, think I buying him a helmet.
I hope I'll luv myself more
19:43
26 November 2006
Was awakened by brother so woke up to 've my breakfast and just finished cleaning my keyboard. Is super duper clean now =) Just went to read friend bloggie and realised that she got a job in teaching cello [1hr the student parent is paying 30bucks] is like easy money. If I've the chance, I don't mind teaching 2hours for just 30bucks, cuz I simple love to teach cello and wanna my student to be outstanding cellist. Sigh, so sad, so regret why I gave up something that I really enjoy during leisure time.
Alright, gonna bathe and revise my accounts. Tomorrow CA1 wanna try securing at 85 and I'll be contended.
Sigh, been revising last night and this morning. The more I revised, the more careless I'm. Or my heart wasn't there when revising? No idea. Perhaps... might be the calculator faults? Cuz I've been using excel doing and I managed to tally it. Whatever... I think I'm real stressed up cuz I've been craving for food, snacks. Shit... m putting on weights!
I hope I'll luv myself more
10:56
24 November 2006
Yesterday don't why dad suddenly having a very bad headache and I gave him 2 pain killer after taken, he lost conscious. So called the ambulance to NUH, waited alone for 3hours before I get to know the ward that he was being sent to. Then waited for the doctor to come etc... reached home at 1.30am, so tiring norhx.
This morning by right should be waking my mom and bro up at 7am but I overslept and both of them nearly late for work. Luckily I went for 10am class, otherwise I'll miss out 2 additional questions. Hmm, finished doing maybe revise all the revision papers all over again over this weekend.
After accounting CAI, I think I should really starts exercising. I felt the difficulties when I'm sitting down due to the BIG tummy. All thanks to dad for all the ferror rocher, tibits, milk packet, cakes and etc etc. I've been eating and eating non-stop.
In the afternoon learning cooking from mom. Think I too exhausted, cuz I fall asleep on the sofa when doing my accounting while waiting for mom to clean up the kitchen. When she woke me up to visit my dad I was feeling so hot-tempered. Cuz she very slow... and when I wanna sleep she wanna go. Hais... then didn't talk when taking 198 to NUH until we alight, think I feel better. So sorry mummy. Anyway, elder brother came back home cuz he ran out of clothes to wear. Hopefully he'll stay norhx. Cuz my one whole family united is my birthday wish norhx.
-Tooth decay
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:38
23 November 2006
Argh... madness! Is only 9am and my mom woke me up ;( Last night didn't sleep well cuz of flu and dad was having a very bad cough. Hais... my throat so damn painful. Think later i'll be going for auditing cuz mom don't let me miss school norhx. Sians. Going to buy her breakfast and do my account mock paper.
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:26
22 November 2006
I think ever since the start of this semester, I tends to be late for class pretty frequent. This morning Sim's was ringing my hp to ask if I'm in school for the meeting. Hell, the way they chase school fees is even more worse than loanshark. So I've no choice but to pay.
After school went to meet Gina to shop for baby birthday present. Cost me quite a lot norhx, but no choice they wanna buy individual present, so... bo bian eh? I think I next year I should really learn to buy give with sincerity.
've no idea why not in the mood to study so 've been sitting infront of the tv since evening. Oh yah... mom cooked simple dinner but yet delicious! Hees, tomorrow gonna learn cooking from her. Ok, back to topic... watched the superstar and I really love the performance by Veron. Woohoo, way to go! Hmm, mummy fall asleep on the sofa just now, think she too tired le. Luckily tomorrow she having off day, and I decided to self-declare an off day from school as well. Shhh... case study is real bored! Lalala... might be visiting aunt at JB, it depends.
I hope I'll luv myself more
18:25
By right this morning should be going gym with friends but think most or all of us overslept? So in the end cancelled. Was pretty sunny so decided to wash up my clothes that why went out of house late. Saw YT and Geraldine at TM bus stop and they asked if I'd like to take cabby down to school. So I joined them. Nothing much, was doing our revision paper. Anyway, tomorrow think going to meet Ms Phua again. Sians. Thought the dateline was this coming Friday? Hell.
Just finished revising my accounting, studied a lil' of auditing. Hais... don't know why I so piang mia to study for all this mock paper.
I hope I'll luv myself more
01:05
20 November 2006
Yesterday chat with baby till 3am then sleep. This morning don't feel like waking up norhx. But no choice as I need to collect my commission at Ginny's office. Reach school for auditing lecture but was doing accounting mock paper. Realise that I'm still careless, sigh. Had our lunch at burger bust and my cutlet was so damn greasy till my gastric kinda pain in the evening time.
Think having 7 of accounting questions need to re-do cuz very messy. Wondering is JJ meeting me tomorrow for accounting revision or not. As I promised Qin, Kel n Ber to gym and swim before class de. Hais... sians.
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:48
19 November 2006
Couldn't get to sleep yesterday night until this morning 4am. Don't know who switched off my fan super duper warm and that's why I woke up at 9.30am. -.-" Hope tomorrow 'll be able to wake up early as I'm going down to TP to collect my commission. Sians, this entire month not working, no income yet still 've to pay the school fees. M so broke right now.
I do not know why lately, I've lost appetite. Was it because I drink or was it because I lost my freedom or was it because I'm stressed up with school work? I just don't feel like eating yet they keep forcing me to eat. I feel like... throwing out... everything m I suffering from food disorder?
Went to meet Kelly at CS then headed down to Vivo just to get the starhub voucher for me. 50bucks from Qin, Fung and Kelly thanks lotta friends, I love all of you... smuackiex. Then walking around to look for swimsuits and we stopped at Sports Element. I saw the addidas bermudas that I want and the polo tee but I didn't buy it as I didn't bring enough cash out. Sobbiex. Went down to buy my favourite cheesestick and I lost my voucher, luckily my six sense told me that I've dropped it. Luckily. Hais... so careless norhx. Came back home at 8pm and discovered that I haven't been doing much revision over the weekend. Tomorrow having mock paper hope I can at least score a 85marks. Best wishes to all...
I think this year birthday all friends has been trying hard to give me surprises, some manage, some failed. So sorries worx.
I hope I'll luv myself more
10:09
18 November 2006
Sometimes I been thinking afterall Sim's wasn't that kind of lecturer. She's nice just somehow a lil' way too naggy. Perhaps... that has got to do with her personality. She's real talkative. The Audit lesson she only uses about 10mins coaching us and 10mins teaching me the part that I missed on Wednesday and 5mins going through the answer. And the rest of the reamining 35mins she have been chit chatting with us. -.- Sighs...
Went to my granny house this afternoon till evening when dad and mom came over. Both cousins, aunt and granny been playing mahjong, I was bored to dead. Evening time, we haven't had our dinner yet we lied to granny that mummy prepared dinner at home le. Cuz granny kept forcing me to eat when I'm not hungry at all. About 8pm,went to eat dinner together with dad and mom collected FT birthday cake from Kelly. Bought her another box of famous amous cookies cuz I p.s. Hees. Reached home, immediately took out my revision question... Mayer so difficult norhx. =( P.s to call Frederick to ask le. So must ask someone else.
I hope I'll luv myself more
11:17
16 November 2006
Yesterday was definitely a great day. I always feel damn great after heating to the gym, but yesterday we only manage to be in there for an hour as girls suggested to go swim w/o swimming suit? Haa, in the end... we didn't manage to get in. Headed to 900+ eat and next walked back home with Kelly and Bernice. Next went to meet Percie to accompany her for piercing. That girl like not dare to help her pierce like that, not sure if my friend feel damn pain. Accompanied her to wait for her friends to come, I think we waited for about 45mins. Hmm, then went to meet my cousin she was a lil' late. And I was so surprised to see her lil' sister as well as my 2nd aunt. She gave us a treat to fastfood, bought me a prima deli cake (I think she didn't order the cake and it seems to be in the fridge for a couple of days as the fruits look dried up). Went up to granny house and cut the birthday cake and she gave me red packet as well as granny. Hees... she haven't married ley, so pai sey to take her red packet when she already bought the cake for me. Anyway, went back to JP and bought 2 tops from Red2... nice nice worx. Headed to jie jie house to shower and get changed. Very nice of her worx, help me to blow my hair cuz damn wet. Then took a cab down to club momo cuz all my friends reached there le. "ve fun but not enough fun. I paid for 170bucks of chivas regel yet I only get to drink 7cups. Hais. Whatever, I love all my friends.
1. Elgin
2. Valencia
Michelle
Hau
JJ
Doreen
3. Agnes
4. 2nd Aunt
5. Audrey
6. Percie [Exactly on the dot, muackz]
7. Jasmine
8. Mitch
9. Kino
10. Alicia and bf
11. Alfred
12. Jun Lan
13. Kelly
14. Qin
15. Orange
16. Sheng Khai
I very tired, reached workplace, Janet then called me and told me that today need not work. All promoters 'll resume work on Dec. Die le... no money. I fucking hate people who don't trust me, why must mom always belive his words? I very sad, birthday also not happy at all. Sighs.
I hope I'll luv myself more
11:09
15 November 2006
This morning dad and mom having a hard time waking me up. And anyway, I'm real tired that I slept at 11pm last night. Which is pretty early yet I couldn't wake up at 7.30. But still I drag myself up out of the bed and go school. But who knows that I'm having diarrhoea, o.- So actually intend to join girls for case (Sim's change it to theory lesson ;) ) at 12pm but I still wasn't feel well enough to go. So I've a rest day...
I hope I'll be feeling better after an hour of rest from now on, s m meeting friends to gym. Then in the evening meeting my lil' cousin for dinner and at night meeting them to momo. =)
-Why past 00:00:00 is not 21st birthday? ;(
I hope I'll luv myself more
12:10
14 November 2006
Finally she called me, I really do miss her lots. Not sure if I should trust her the last time that she'll be coming to school tomorrow. Tomorrow plan finally can carry out cuz more people confirm going. Silly her saying that she wanna help me pay half of the bottle bill, rich eh? Gonna be busy in the evening, sob.
Just realised that I was so damn careless in doing my cash flow statement. How 'll it possible to be a bal b/d yet no c/d in PLA? Sotong me...
I hope I'll luv myself more
18:26
13 November 2006
I saw the attitude me in my brother this morning. I think he move back the wrong bag of clothes and that's why he couldn't find his clothes. And for what hell must he be so mad, he can always wear other shirt to work right? Why must he yell at mom when mom was aching all over her body? Sigh... and Mummy why must you nag at me about his attitude? You always know that you shouldn't touch his things. Well, is none of my business.
Unsure why JJ actually msg Hau and Mic about this Wed Club cuz initially I don't intend to ask them along as they do not know other friends of mine. But I called JJ is because she know Kino, she know Jas and Michelle. Whatever... the more the merrier = D
Hell, school is chasing me to pay school fees. =(
Anyway, I realised that hard work paid off. =)
-Lots of homework =(
I hope I'll luv myself more
17:00
12 November 2006
Just came back from orchestra. I was so surprised to see so many of them present for the practice. =( Hahax. Just cellist already have Jo, YY, Percie, Mic and XW. So stunned. Anyway, I really miss playing in the orchestra but again I can't participate in this end year concert due to work. Perhaps... next year I'd be back! =)
Alright, yesterday didn't do any revision norhx, cuz I too tired. Took a nap and slack the entire night away. Now must offline and do revision le... hais. CA coming...
Update
Hmm, been doing revision since offline. Think 6hours of revision manage to finish 8qns. Left two illustrative examples to go. The more revision I've done, the more confused I'm. Sigh. Whatever, think Wednesday meeting my lil' cousin. Think she's giving me some surprises. Alright, that's sweet of her. I should by her a meal eh?
Dad won in a bet and he gave me 30bucks. Think this month he gave me pretty lots. =) Anyway, my kawaii second brother brought all my shirts back but not my PE attire. Tomorrow wear what? Is the only day that I wear bermudas to school eh? Hais...
Alright, gonna rest.
I hope I'll luv myself more
14:35
Is Sunday, I really do not feel like going for practice. But again I do not wish to break my promise. Sigh, I think I'll go and as well as telling him that I can't help out in this year concert due to my work schedule. Hope he can find replacement asap.
I've so many things that I want to pen it down, but I do not know how to put it in words. Is 19 years old consider still young? Sigh, the more I think about it, the more I find it ridiculous.
-Moodless
-Lost appetite
-Sleeping is what I feel like doing now
AND
-I want freedom
I hope I'll luv myself more
00:13
11 November 2006
Just now went to meet my cousin at JP but in the end didn't go swimming together with them cuz I've to fetch my niece before 1.30pm norhx. So sians, plan ruined. Hmm... maybe wash up my uniform and do some revision for accounting as well as auditing bahs. CAI coming soon, sigh.
I hope I'll luv myself more
11:50
10 November 2006
Today I so mad with my dearest kakis JJ, not sure what exactly happened to her. I'm totally disappointed so frustrated with her. Sigh... I hope I'll not blow this small lil' issue up, must control my temper. I think tomorrow I can strike 4D cuz Geraldine first time call my name and talk to me. Wah sey... all along she's so cool type of girl whom I admire a lot. :) Tomorrow go try my luck eh? Hees. After school went down to orchard, was raining cats and dogs. In addition, the nearest exit to ngee ann is closed. So decided to meet Kelly and Qin at Vivo City, nothing to shop. :( Bored. After that went to kimage and 've my haircut. Wee ~ Although is real short, but then I'm so satisfied with it. Thumb up, especially for the hair wash.
Hmm, came back home told my dad that I'm going over to granny house tomorrow and he become mad dog again. He asked me not to go, otherwise he'll drag me back home. Sobbiex. I admit that granny was bias, but this kind of things can't be help de marhx. Hais...
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:37
I discovered the changes in my life...
1. Recently don't have a very good memory, tends to forget things easily.
2. Lost appetite, unsure why.
3. Moodless to study, slacking way too much.
4. Don't really feel like getting back home, just miss hanging out with girls till dawn.
Perhaps... was addicted to club?
Anyway, tomorrow most probably 'll be going down to town to pass my timesheet to Janet. Then going down to Outram and meet Qin and Kel @ Kaizi place. Not too sure where they're heading to after the dental check up. Most probably they're going to acc me for a hair cut? I suppose so. =) Think I'd be damn broke after tomorrow, cuz I just gave away 50bucks to my brother... wondering 'll he return once he get his pay. o.-
I hope I'll luv myself more
00:00
09 November 2006
At last, everything is peacefully at home. Glad. Hmm, have been slacking way too much. Tomorrow having test again. Iyo... headache. And that stupid agent and blur me don't know whether my pay is correct or not. Lazy to go analyse also, hell. Tomorrow going down to their office to ask. Must be damn tiring for me, sobbiex.
Alright, m going off to mug le. Thought is uncountable de test, must also do well mah. Right? Sim's always find me ATTITUDE. She ownself also attitude what, fuck.
I hope I'll luv myself more
15:24
07 November 2006
Went to Westmall to get my timesheet stamped as well as get my bag and mic skirt changed. Mummy say the short pant nice, but not the colour that I want. Or maybe is the other design which they don't have it there. Think I changed the wrong size, is too big for me. Should I get it changed again?
I hope I'll luv myself more
00:09
05 November 2006
Meet up with school girls to Jack's place to 've an advance birthday celebration for JJ and me. So surprised that they celebrated mine about 2weeks earlier. :) Had steak and chicken combo for my lunch and a big slice of cake, all thanks to Valencia. *Watch out during ur birthday* Haha... thanks for the half-short pant from Red2, that bag that I want from Zinc, pair of shoes as well as those warmest wishes in advance.
Next went to FEP to shop around and meet up with Baby Kino as well as Min. Around 11pm we took train to go meet Mitch (e birthday girl) at MOS. Opened a bot of Martell, 2 jugs of coke, 1 green tea. And Mitsu friend (forget his name le, but he's into fashion design) ordered another 3 jugs for us. Wah sey, think that day I didn't eat dinner that's why when I drank the sixth cup of martell, everything throw out. But definitely I'm still awake. =) Mitch and Mitsu didn't really drink much. Baby kino drank up 7cups and Min 6 cups, dance till dawn. Nice spent night which I really enjoyed.
Reach home at 6am, only manage to sleep for 2hours then went out to meet Hau to JB. That sleeping princess (JJ) overslept. Only replied back our smses when we already reach the custom. -.-" Anyway, didn't really shop much just 've our hairdo and I don't really like it. Tomorrow maybe going for a hair cut to trim away those spilt end.
Alright, gonna go edit pix and post up here soon.
I hope I'll luv myself more
18:07
04 November 2006
If I went back home to stay on that day, perhaps... dad's might not 've rent out the room. Is my fault again, what must I do to please him to let my 2nd brother come back home? Sigh... just finish moving my things to my mom's room.
Birthday coming, it reminds me of my dad who helped me to get my chalet celebration. How friends compliment his mango dessert. The smile on his face... sigh. I know he dote and he cares about me. But why... everything turns out to be like this?
Wanna thanks Kelly, Qin, Valencia, Hau for being there for me when I'm extremely down. Without them, I won't know what I should really do. =) Hmm, 15th Nov promised Kino that we'll go club to celebrate my birthday and chivas for her. Cannot break promise again le. Hees
Alright, gonna move my com to my mom's room. And definitely this internet gonna cuz me problem. So won't be online for weeks. So all friends of mine, please take goody care. Anything can still contact me through my mobile. But please temporary stop sending those fwd mails as I won't 've time to check my mailbox. Thanks lotta!
I hope I'll luv myself more
11:40
03 November 2006
Yesterday reach home around 2am but 3am then sleep, cuz couldn't get to sleep norhx. Then this morning wake up, but no bathroom for me to use. And also I forget to bring my school polo over last evening. So 've to went back home and change only manage to get to school at10am. Saw Mr Cheo, apologised to him. Luckily 've kind-hearted kakis to do the accpac for me. Thanks.
Tomorrow going out with school girls hope someone 'll plan a good outing for us to enjoy. Cuz everytime go out with them kinda bored, cuz no opinion where to go next. Then some wanan go back early, some wanna work... hais... 11pm meeting Jas and Yi to celebrate Mic birthday. Actually don't feel like going, but was kinda force to go. More over, is my promise to Yi that I'll go club with her. So...
Sunday going to JB with Hau, just to get a hair-do. This week seems to fly pretty fast. o.O CAI is round the corner, way to go friends!
You remember what you've said? You once told me that you'll be there by my side whenever I need you. But still I didn't look out for you when I'm real down, as I was so afraid that you aren't there for me. Once in a while, I do miss you, remember that always. =)
I hope I'll luv myself more
14:23
02 November 2006
I got back home to see my mom before dad gonna reach home. I miss her, and I feel so sad. Is like I've a home but I can't go back, I can't stay when dad's around. Sob* Dad told mom if we want to stay we must give him 100/mth. Is fine with me, cuz if I were to rent a room outside it's gonna cost me more than that. But I was thinking, it's so ridiculous. He scold me till as if I really wish to born out to this world. And 3years ago, he didn't even give me a single cent, not even my my transport to school. Now I still 've to school, support myself yet still need to give him? I feel very unreasonable. In two minds...
Mom always afraid of him, side him when she doesn't know what exactly happened. I just feel so hurt, so sad that I implicate both of my brothers. :'(
I hope I'll luv myself more
17:07
01 November 2006
I think yesterday was a real bad day for me.
It was about 6.30 in the evening when I was on the phone with my friend. Dad told me that he's going down to wait for me to help him pay his bills using the SAM machine. Then I nodded my head. I went down at 6.40pm and waited for him about 10mins and he wasn't there still. So I left to meet my friend. Around 7 near 8pm he called and scolded me, and I went o.O wtf. SAM machine is 24hours service why must you be so anxious? I did predict that he's gonna beat me up and I wasn't wrong. When I just came up from the stairs, he was already there waiting for me. I didn't 've a chance to speak a word, I've already beaten up by him. Since lil' kiddo, I've never ever tried to run away each time he beat me. Even till now I don't even know how to run. Haha... stupid right? Ya lor, I gong gong de. Not long, elder brother came out and yes, he beat dad up. Soon follow by mummy and second brother. I think both my brothers dote me a lot, that's why they acted too harshly that they fought with dad. Again, I was sad to see mummy the middle person to seperate them. It was so embarassing to wake the entire neighbour up. Hais. Why must my dad beat me up over this small matter? N... I'm already soon to be 19 years old. More over, jie jie already help him pay. I thought in his eyes, second brother was the one that he doted lots? Then why can't he ask kor to help him instead of me? I do not understand, perhaps... he's prejudiced against me. He mentioned that bringing me up was his mistake. But please I don't remember you brought me up. Mom was again, the one. I'm useless, so you don't regard me as your daugther from now onwards. Don't ever talk to me, don't ever ask me to do anything for you cuz I won't.
-Manicure did last evening was spoilt, fuck
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09:30
